always always always always.nwe breathe in sighs and breathes of desperation.nnsomething (something) always seems to make its way in nand i end up looking paranoid.ni call em out, you can call em out, nsee if they listen. nthey never do.nnsomething (something) always seems to make its way in.nbad case of day dreams, i dont mind, i do not mind.ni will pick from the tree of life ALL day EVERYday.nni just need to take a breath and realize that I have got a very big problem..nchapped lips unhinge, im losing my friends, ni need a break from living older.