Alone in a crowded roomnwondering what everyone is thinking about menAnd I've second guessed myselfnto the point where even my own heart started to doubt menSo I started runningntill I couldn't feel my legsnYeah, I kept on runningntill I couldn't recognizenMy own eyes in the mirrornAs they stared right backnat the ghost I had becomenI couldn't remember why I had started to runnnI gave up…nNo more runningnNow everything is differentnNo, let me explainnYou see, nothing is differentnIt's just I am not the samenOh, if I could make a differencenIf I could make one changenI pray to God just one soul could hear these wordsnSo they won't have to feel the painnof waking up every morningnfever sick and scared to get out of bednNot knowing if I took in oxygennwould it just be one breath closer to deathnnAnd I've been there beforenBarely living for a year or morenAnd I've asked myself a million times and I said…nnCan I live like this?nYes I can live like this?nNo, I must insist I can't live like this