Oh Christopher, didn't I tell you we'd never work another day in ours lives and live out in the mid west self-sufficiently?nAnd didn't you promise me never to buy in and always wander Greenwhich Village with me?nBut when our age was one and eight we could finally participate though neither of us ever really wanted to.nIn the meantime we can fantasize and tell each other beautiful lies, and you'll understand I love you autonomously.nnMy idealism has broken hearts, my optimism have done much worse.nThough pessimism is realistic, it still hurts.nYour non-fiction book collection makes for perfect stories.nLets fall asleep to more Bakunin words.nnI'll stay enamored till I die but we'll never be husband and wife until we pay our taxes in the spring.nThe days we're looking forward to are days we'll never see and so I say to you I love you autonomously.nnThere will be many others but they won't know this history.nI won't give you all my baggage, thank you for not expecting that of me.nnThe days we're looking forward to are days we'll never see, and so I say to you love you autonomously.