We are not what we once were/ we get high drinking wine from the bottle and go for a walk/ you can't look past the graffiti or the litter on the ground/ like how I can't looked past all this rain/ In Berlin, I think about you/ it's your birthday and I wonder what she's taking you to do/ you only like me because I am never around/ and I always miss you cuz I'm always out of town/ We share sadness like a cigarette/ breathe in, pass it back and forth, ignore the negative effects/ you will untie by shoes and pull me into bed/ and I will devastate the order when I lean into it