closed eyes for the last time; nand i was sure i was ready for this. ni was so ready for this, but i was wrong. nnclosed eyes for the last time. nand i've seen the best of you nand i've seen the worst of you, nyet when i wake to find blood in your eyes it brings me to my knees. nwhen i wake to find blood in your eyes it brings me to my knees (to my knees). nnand i was sure i was ready for this; ni was so ready for this. nfrail hands apon white sheets, closed eyes -eternal sleep. nall life lost to the bottle (only a matter of time). nbut you were dead long before you died.nnclosed eyes for the last time. nyou were dead long before you died. nas a child your eyes brought me solace; nnow a man i find the mother i knew has faded. nthe mother i knew has faded. nand when she left us it changed us all (this place has lost all colour) nthis place has lost all colour.nnUPON MY SHOULDERS I CARRIED YOU HOME.nnand when i wake to find blood in your eyes nit brings me to my knees. nthis brought me to my knees.