I had no idea what I was after,
I'm just preparing for disaster with everything feeling so far away
Familiar faces, familiar lips, is there any point to this hanging around?
I was upset when that glass broke doing the dishes
At 11:11 every night I make wishes
Habit and superstition feed my foolish fires,
They've been burning for a couple of months.
I stay out all day to keep these thoughts away
Why don't you give my feet a break...and come back
I remember in the kitchen when you told me your grandma died,
That's when I realized it gets worse.
I want to wish things last forever,
Won't you thicken my soft skin,
Comfort me so and I remember, remember...
When I walk though that door I won't hear the happy sounds anymore.
This year took so much away,
And won't give it back