i don't eat well. i don't sleep well. ni don't wash and i don't comb. ni don't answer the phone.ni don't try to move along.nis there something i'm doing wrong?nni don't laugh and i don't smile.ni don't leave the past behind.ni don't like who i am.ni don't take the helping hand.ni don't try to make love last.nis there something i didn't grasp?nnnow a crow black harm is coming onnand i'm all out of light.nso i set the child in me on fire.nni don't love and i don't talk.ni just lay there like a rocknand i wait for it to pass.nand i spilled beer in the grass.nand i try to pick a fight.nis there something i'm not doing right?