What kind of God would just stand by,
watching, letting this dream die?
I just want something to believe.
And every time I look outside,
I see the pain no lies can hide.
I just want to reset my memory, and just start again.
Before I saw through all the truths that I once thought I knew.
When I could take comfort in this honest fantasy.
Before my sheltered walls came crashing down
and cracks in the floor became cold ground.
When I was too scared to stand up on my own two feet.
I breathe in deciet
And I'm still waiting for the day I can exhale this pain.
While I'm choking on the wrongs I've tried to erase.
Forget the truth. It's much easier to blame,
live in ignorance and play the game.
It's like human nature is laughing in my face.
Worship hollow idols, put yourself first.
But when our buildings fall, what's your money worth?
Can we bury this greed under the broken glass?
If compassion is a sign of weakness,
tell me who will be left to fix this mess?
I guess I'm still waiting for a miracle.
I breathe in deciet
And I'm still waiting for the day I can exhale this pain.
While I'm choking on the wrongs I've tried to erase.
Forget the truth. It's much easier to blame,
live in ignorance and play the game.
It's like human nature is laughing in my face.
Maybe I shouldn't even bother
because I'm all out of faith this time
I won't hold out, I won't even dream about it anymore.
I've crossed my last transparent line.