Die!nnI was drunknThe party was on I'm feelin greatnLookin at my Rolex it's 1:38nTime was almost up but I'm tryin to stay drunknSo I hopped up in the truck not givin a fuck and whatnotnPulled out of the park and drove into the darknWith alcohol in my veins and pains in my heartnI know I'm in control of my destiny and my soulnSo intoxicated or not I got on the roadnAs I drove the lanes wiggled to the bass in my trucknBut then my heart sunk becausenAll of a sudden in the middle of my lane wasnA man pushing a shopping cart in his handnHe was soon correct I broke his fuckin necknI hope he's got a pulse I bent down to checknFingers to his wrist felt nothin from his heartnBut then he grabbed my arm and spoke these words into the darknHe saidnnLife is worth more than you knownOn your lies and sins you'll chokenYour life will be void of hope nIf you don't accept your ownnWhy did you destroy my lifenCut it short so you could drivenWhy do you get to survivenAnd why do I deserve to diennI saidnI'm sorry I don't know man please forgive menPlease God please let this man keep livingnI don't know what to do I'm askin it might worknI mean I've always gave up money to my churchnAnd as I looked at the blood flowin all aroundnSuddenly the man rose up off the groundnBut then the street cracked open he fell innHe lived a life of sin he looked at me with a grinnAnd saidnnWhy do I deserve to die?nWhy did you kill me?nnFive years later I'm walkin strapped for cashnCause I lost everything I had after the crashnI gives a fuck I got my strap ready to gonI'm finna mug me a bystander and get my fuckin pay sonI pick my victim middle aged mannWalkin with a grocery bag in his hand Here I amnI stepped to him pulled heat gimme the cashnI'm serious as a heart attack don't make me have to blastnHe saw that I was bluffin so he tackled me downnAnd we both started fightin for the gun on the groundnIt was a tossup the gun went off and I was hitnHe thought I was dead but then I grabbed his arm and saidnnLife is worth more than you knownOn your lies and sins you'll chokenYour life will be void of hope nIf you don't accept your ownnNow why did I destroy his lifenWhy can't we ever think twicenWhat is waiting in the skynAnd is this what it sounds like when doves crynNow my blood is on your handsnAs you travel through the landsnYou will remember my eyesnNow it's my turn to ask you whynnWhy do I deserve to die?nWhy did you kill me?nnAll I can hear is their wordsnThey're asking me why did I murder them