well, she looked at me and she said “when they concern my body, baby, I make the choices. but if I am what we think then we won’t be rejoicing” she said “I hope I ain’t but I’m two weeks late/nI took this fucking test how long do we have to wait? I don’t know what we’ll do” so we sat in the kitchen eating noodles and sauce/ndiscussing our family’s future and cost/nI would never flee this bed that we share but the life of need we’d guarantee just wouldn’t be fair/nI don’t know what we’ll do/nwe’re barely getting by ourselves/nhow could we ever with another mouth/nshouldn’t this thing be working by now?/nshouldn’t this thing be working by now?/n”this far below the poverty line it’s always the worst possible time/nwe don’t even make twenty grand combined”/nwhich one do we want, the pink or blue line?/n“I ain’t saying never, just not right now”