forgiven forgotten fucked over one to many timesnnconstant bombardment never ending assaultnnblames keep shifting till no one is at faultnnyou keep trying to make me feel guiltnnbut your words cant get through the wall i builtnnfortifiednnive built walls around me for my protectionnnto prevent myself from being used and from rejectionnnyoull have to try harder to get to me because now im in a constant state of apathynnfortified