Heartbroken,nMy jaw wide opennMy blood stops flowingnAs realization hitsnnI feel like I am floating,nAlso heavy as a stonenIt's from this momentnMy reality shiftsnnHeartbroken,nMy jaw wide opennMy blood stops flowingnAs realization hitsnnI feel like I am floating,nAlso heavy as a stonenIt's from this momentnMy reality shiftsnMy reality shiftsnnAnd I owe it all to younHow could you?nI sat here waiting for your callnAnd tall excuses from younnAfter all you put me throughnI still love younI'm left alone with questions,nQuestions you won't let me ask younn(Oh God, kill me now.)nnHeartbrokennI'm coughing and I'm chokingnLike the very air is smokingn(I don't feel very well)nnI'm filled with paranoianAnd I'm not allowed to call yanKnow that I'm inside anCustom-made hellnA custom-made hellnnAnd I owe it all to younHow could you?nI sat here waiting for your callnAnd tall excuses from younnAfter all you put me throughnI still love younI'm left alone with questions,nQuestions you won't let me ask younLet me ask younI wanna ask younIf you love me toonnNo light without darknNo fire without sparknNo change without remark-nAble pain to the heartnnMy mind's defined by my heart's desiresnMy spine's aligned and my feet inspirednBy time required to put out the firenThat blocks the way between now and entire blissnnWe were heading for disasternNow we're on our way to rapturenAnd our happily ever afternnAnd I owe it all to younAnd I thank you