did i just think it, nonndid i just write it downnnwhen did i lean in close enoughnni'd be invisiblennit'd be comfortablennif i'd still see and hear you.nni could go back to my old waynni could go back to the doorwaynni see when the lightsnnand the air would touchnnwhat for menni thinknnwould be too much.nndid i just think it ornndid i try saying morenndid i put messages in my eyesnnlike bottles.nncrawling back to my old waynni could go back to the doorwaynnthe light hurts my eyesnnand i get spent sonnone day you'll saynnwhy didn't you say no.