The scene of the crime on Sunset and Vine flyin on lines and $2.00 wine
At 2:39 Room 239 sirens wailin off in my mind
Or maybe I'm just too fuckin high I'll never know why
Life of a fiend obsessive obscene blowin off steam
With no self-esteem I'm startin to scream
I'm paranoid I need some air
I need to stand over the edge cuz I don't really fuckin care about myself
Cuz I was the one who was born in this hell
Now I'm in hotels huffin narcotics
Shit is so hopeless drunk alcoholics junkies
Ma you fucked me now I'm alone and nobody cares or loves me
Heart of a stone and everyone knows I'm a druggie Life is ugly
Dear God can I please have a sec of your time I'm outta my mind
This time I'm paralyzed
And it's still I that I despise
Oh sadness drips onto my days and schizo flips of purple haze purple haze
I've seen comatoses from drug overdoses
I'm drowning in vodka feels like it's oceans
We're oceans apart
And now I have no one nothing
Weak cuz part of me's crushing fucking destruction
Head is concussin
I'm in the abyss clenchin my fist
Now I wanna die no I wanna live cuz death has been on me since I was a kid
And I'm still standin on these church steps
With my heartbeat poundin thru my chest
Prayin to God playin with death
And this hatred has my mind set on
Two matches and a can of gas burnin off my skin
To hide my darkest days and sins of the past and broken glass
In my nightmares when you're not there but you're never there
And I can't fight it in the mirror see you everywhere
And I still spit at my reflection this wickedness rejection
Vicious cycles bad intentions my demise
And it's still I that I despise
Oh sadness drips onto my days and schizo flips of purple haze purple haze
Junkies alone in this world
Oh sadness drips onto my days and schizo flips of purple haze purple haze
Crushing fucking destruction my head is concussin
I'm in the abyss clenching my fist
Now I wanna die no I wanna live cuz death has been on me since I was a kid
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Lyrics by Mary Magdalan
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