April 13, 2004nYou must have been a nervous wreck.nI dream about his dying day.nAnd I scream at night.nWhen you called me on the phone well I was on a plane so far away.nBut you know that I would try.nTo get back to what I could be.nAnd I know.n(And I look but no one's thinking)nAnd I think of what I could say.nBut I'm wrong. n(And I stop but we go)nAnd I'm sorry.nFor leaving you at the airport all alone.nnAnd I think about all your words.nI swear I want that weekend back.nYou forced my feet onto that plane.nWhen I should have been at home.nAnd mom, I missed that call.nI never thought that things would end like this.nAnd I didn't even try.nSo I found out what I could be.nAnd I know. n(And I look but no one's thinking)nAnd think of what I could say.nBut I'm wrong. n(And I stop but we go)nnAnd I'm sorry.nFor leaving you at the airport all alone.nPlease forgive me.nBecause I was not there to watch him go.nnAnd I'm sorry.nFor leaving you at the airport all alone.nMom, please forgive me.nBecause I was not there to watch him go.