To my nemesis, my confidant:nDo not expect me to make more requests.nI have done penance for my sins.nYou’re in debt to me one thousand promises.nnJust yesterday, I went again to collect what I’m owed.nI found my dreams showered upon undeserving wretchesnlike bones dripping blood thrown to mangy strays.nnAnd my secrets were being vomitednfrom the mouths of glistening gluttons while I stood empty-handednwhile I stood empty-handed and exposed.nYou’ve abused your power…nnAngel, you have fallen once more from my good graces. I’m sick, I’ve prayed,nI’ve seen healthy men healed by your touchnwhen I’m the one who needs your love.nnIt’s a hypocrite’s faith, a hypocrite’s world.nI am not awed by your presentsnif they only suit the ones already blessed.nnYour son lies raped in the dirt that you’ve made.nAre you willing to sacrifice another child?nnBloodthirsty liar, how am I supposed to trust younwhen the knife is in your hand?nAnd the gash that I own whispers to an enemynthoughts I had buried.nnCreator, you’re my destructor.nAm I not your daughter?nMy insides displayed to the world.nAre you not my father?nMy insides displayed to the world.nnBloodthirsty liar, how am I supposed to trust younwhen the knife is in your hand?nAnd the gash that I own whispers to an enemynthoughts I had buried.nnTo my nemesis, my confidant:nDo not expect me to make more requests.nI have done penance for my sins.nYou’re in debt to me one thousand promises.nnJust yesterday, I went again to collect what I’m owed.nI found my dreams showered upon undeserving wretchesnlike bones dripping blood thrown to mangy strays.