i can't get these thoughts out of my head ni'm gonna shut down ni need someone to listen i need a friend nby me nnothing seeems right when i live my life inside nof yesterday nhave to find the strength to reach for something more nto breathe -- to see nto feel like living naccept -- myself nto smile and mean it nall the things that i regret come back to me at night ndemons from my past pull my eyelids open wide ni'm screaming for the morning screaming for a change ni want the chance to face myself and face a better day