when i push it pushes you awayni tried to learn i tried to earn the dayni've come to know that time is slow inside your mindnall my senses know is still sublimennand oh it's narcotic how i feelnbut we're alivenand oh how i feel it blow me downnand it's sublimennand i fear time moves faster than you seenand you slow down our perfect night will be torn awaynand i've learned this high not to define what closeness bringsnas long as it's authentic when this stingsnnand oh it's narcotic how i feelnwhen we're alivenand oh how i feel it blow me downnwith its surprisennand oh it's narcotic how i feelnand we're alivenand oh now i feel it blow me downnwith its surprisennwhen things are good and understoodnwhy do i doubtnit was hard to choose to never losennow i live withoutnand a lifetime safe may never save our hearts with firenand at the end of time we burn without desirennand oh it's narcotic how i feelnwhen we're alivenand oh how i feel it blow me downnwhen it's sublimennwho knew guess it's best to hold my own when something fallsnand you despite all my caution here inside these wallsninside these walls