How many times have you closed your eyes and listened to the rain beating on your window?nFell into a deep sleep and never wanted to wake up to reality, with a blank expression on every facenMy angst ripped through the pages where I fell asleep with a half empty pen by my sidenInsecurities are hidden with the comforting words I love you meaningless as the next fuck younA broken staircase never seemed so inviting, wherever I'm going I know I'm going downnIt's still raining out, and the drains are almost fullnIt's a reminder of all those times I wish we stayed behind locked doorsnDead space is eating me alive from the inside out, leaving a gut sinking feelingnWill I ever make this on my own?