every single step i takennseems to go the other waynnfrom the one that i'd intendednnthought this lunacy had endednnnnand the seasons never changennthey just always stay the samennlike a band with just a drummernni'm in neverending summernnnnand im alone nownni'm alone nownnnnin the city where i'm fromnnall the people think i'm dumbnnthey said 'don't be such a fool,nnjust get a job and go to school'nnnnbut i ignored what they all saidnnand i packed my bags insteadnntraveled to a brand new statennwhere i relied on only faithnnnnand i'm alone nownni'm alone nownni'm alone nownni'm alone nownnnnand i am searching for a certaintynnthat i can never findnnall the dreams and aspirationsnnthat are swimming in my mindnnnnand if i get too close to finding outnnwhat i appeared to saynnthe ideas that i once hadnnalways seem to slip awaynnnnand i'm alone nownni'm alone nownni'm alone nownni'm alone now