We got knocked off the horse and we can't get back up. We can try to change but we've still got our bills that we gotta pay. And the payments stay the same no matter where you move and no matter how cheap the rent.nnStop screaming for a change.nStart screaming for a wage.nnAnd the irony of plastic is when it starts replacing cash, soon enough you have no cash and it gets replaced with debt and all you're left with is past mistakes and the envelopes change color: all dimly lit pastels, they go white, then yellow then pink. It's like a fucking party to celebrate that you're fucked.nnnElectric flow and dirty clothes and students loans, oh god, ya gotta pay 'em.nElectric flow and student loans and dirty clothes, oh god, ya gotta clean 'em.nnWhile you can't get a decent wage, I still can't find a job. Yeah, my life just repeats the 2005 series of rejected applications and me botching interviews and waiting for phone calls from a temp agency that never calls at all. It's never easy it's always electric flow...nnThe attack, I'm feeling the attack, I'm feeling the attacknof basic social skills I know I know I know I know I lacknI'm hyper-cognizant of factsnI'm well aware that we are barely scraping bynMy good intentions aren't enough to salvage thatnGimme 1 gimme 2 gimme 3 4 5nGimme more per hour so I can afford to pay for food and gasnAnd bags to throw away the trashnYa gotta throw away the trash.nnIt's hard to pay the bills whne you can't work a forty hour week.nIt's hard to interview when I am too depressed to even speak.nIt's hard to have a blast when we spend all our spare time feeling weak because we're thinking about that electric flow etc.