Everyday, I think to myself,n'I must be dead,'nI must be dead and in hell.nI think I'm dead!nI'm dead to her.nI'm dead to myself.nnA cutting intuition embedded in suspicionnOne hundred boards, one hundred bladesnIt's cold where I'm goingnI'll fix this cross...nFor these I slave and I adore,nFor these I slave and I want more.nAnd I'll stand as statue, if you stand as addict,nAnd I'll stand as statue, if you stand as addictnnI can't keep grabbing on,nIt's everything,nIt's everything you do, ohnIt's everything you do...nWhen did you leave without reason,nWhen did you pick up the pieces?nDid you pick up the pieces?nAnd stay herenI can't keep grabbing on,nIt's everything you do, ohnIt's everything you do.nnA lovely new solution for a new year's resolutionnOne hundred boards, one hundred knivesnIt's cold where we're goingnShe'll fix this cross...nFeed this whore, she still wants more,nAnd this is the death of all rising cold handsnAnd I'll stand as statue, if you stand as addictnI'll stand as statue, if you stand as addict.nnI can't keep grabbing on,nIt's everything,nIt's everything you do, ohnIt's everything you do...nWhen did you leave without reason?nWhen did you pick up the pieces?n(Did you pick up the pieces?)nStay here.nI can't keep grabbing on,nIt’s everything,nIt's everything you do, ohnIt's everything...nnYou do?nYou do.nDo you? nI do. nEveryday, I think to myselfnI donI must be dead!nI donI must be dead and in hellnI donIt's not supposed to happen!nIt's not supposed to happen!nI must be dead and in hell.nnHow do you like your boy?nHow's that feel? How's that feel?nHow do you like your boy?nHow's that feel? How's that feel?nHow do you like your boy?nHow's that feel? How's that feel?nHow do you like your boy?nHow's that feel? How's that feel?nnBidding on your everything,nBidding on your everythingnAnd how does that feel?nHow does that feel?nI'm bidding on your everything,nBidding on your everythingnAnd how does that feel?nHow does that feel?nBroken hearts and broken bonesnEveryone is so alone,nHow does that feel?nHow does that feel?nBidding on your everything,nBidding on your everything,nAnd how does that feel?!nHow does that feel?