While some of us mourn, others fool themselvesnYet i find myself driftingnFrom honest dedication to vile desecrationnBitterness from an anonymous voicenMy back has still not turnednBut I'm so sick of fucking facing forwardnThe air between us will never clearnBecause these lungs have nothing leftnEach failure hurts more than the lastnAnd although I'm ready to be let downnI can't help but live in the pastnI'm prepared for the worstnI know this feeling well it won't be the firstnBut each failure still hurts, it still hurtsnI have always kept the truth hiddennBeneath angst ridden anguishnBut your presence only brings waves of depressionnThe only way is to remove myselfnI'm stepping out of this picture, my final framenEach failure hurts more than the lastnAnd although I'm ready to be let downnI can't help but live in the pastnI just want to live againnBut it's way passed the point of hopenI close my eyes but sleep never comesnI just want to get through the nightnWithout seeing the rising sunnThis feeling will forever haunt menDespite how late after dark I leave the lights onnI close my eyes but sleep never comesnI just want to get through the nightnWithout seeing the rising sunnFaced without closure, it's only just begunnI just want to live againnI'm stepping out of this picture, my final frame