She owns my heart but I won't know until I'm gone like an idea.
Something so real it gets you laughing
And just leaves you there alone.
Saying the work will change and soon I'll change.
And through the smile she says I'll be here.
But you know that it ain't that easy.
No you know you cant do what you're saying.
No it will all remain and always be the same way.
So he wakes up at 6 in the morning.
Brushes his teeth and leaves.
To drive himself to San Francisco.
Thinking how he can't handle all these feelings that she brings.
And how it's worse still when you're lonely.
And can't feel anything but how you can't seem to be happy.
Unless you're making some poor girl feel the same.
But I don't wanna be that way.
So If you're gonna leave me, I won't say anything.
Now that the winters almost over.
Maybe I'll go home back to Brooklyn to see some friends there in the spring time.
And call you up to say I'm home.
Let me come and bring you flowers, and go get dinner and tell you stories.
But she'll say no can't you see what you're doing?
How can you make me have to go through that again?
Just because you're here now don't mean you've changed.
Because you always will remain.
And always will be the same way.