I know you can't help what you feel, nbut you can sure help who you feel nI'm tired of acting like I could salvage something real nnI'd say I'm alright, nbut I'm unstable at best nI'm subject to influence nnI've waited for ages nto find I'm still debating nI gave in to the consensus nI know better than to ever trust my senses nnI've tried, time and time again nto think for myself, but I've got friends nto determine my best interests nnI'd say I'm alright nbut I'm just trying my best nto avoid any chance to rest nI know when I'm alone in my bed nI was too quick to judge nI'm under the influence nnagainst the grain? nno I'd take the easier path nto avoid more mistakes