I do not have any memory of peaceful sleepnfeels like I read about it in a novel oncenI believe that all the little secrets people keepnWhen you drop your guard, and slumber, they come out and frontnI crush to sleep for nothing, I'm left to beat the sunnAnd my breath, they keep it rushing, my chest, with deep percussionnIf death and sleep are cousins, then justice is disgustingnWe'll probably be cellmates behind Hell's gatesnThe devil lives inside my eyelidsnWhen I close them I hit rising violence, I'm supposed to find some silencenRockin' the back seat of insomniac theatrenWith the answers in the subtitles, I just cant read emnI'm right where the fears at, fighting the tears backnTrying to catch my balance on life before the piers cracknI hear that, hate slammin' my own little prisonnI declare that, ?hate band?, my soul didn't listennSo I stare at, the crack in the ceiling until the earth go twistin'nGlare at, that little feeling that I've been burdened with, its turbulentnOnly you and I know that the hurt existsnEveryone else just see the surfacesnnSomebody tell my mother that I diednSomebody tell my mother that I diednSomebody tell my mother that I diednSomebody tell my mother that I--nnI can only hope that, when I wake up at night in cold sweatsnThat you're suffering and miserable in your own bednI pray I haunt you the way you haunt menThe way I feel I never want to see you walk freenI hope your thoughts will burn as you toss and squirmnAnd curse your life, feeling like you lost your turnnAnd I pray that I haunt you the way you haunt menThe way I feel I never want to see you walk freenI can only hope that, when I wake up at night in cold sweatsnThat you're suffering and miserable in your own bednI pray I haunt you the way you haunt menThe way I feel I never want to see you walk freenI hope your thoughts will burn as you toss and squirmnAnd curse your life, feeling like you lost your turnnAnd I pray that I haunt you the way you haunt menThe way I feel I never want to see you walk freenFuck you Ali!nnnSomebody tell my mother that I diednSomebody tell my mother that I diednSomebody tell my mother that I diednSomebody tell my mother that I--