she dressed in blacknthe color she preferrednit represented darknessnmisrepresenting hernbut that was the girl she wanted you to seenthe truth is always deeper than the surface scenerynunderneath was a girl I'd been waiting to meetnintriguing by being herself and no one elsensweet like kandie I dare not tastentoo afraid she would lay me to wastennshe would always saynlove is just a gamenand I won't be there for younrunawaynyou don't want to staynlove is such a wastenI don't want to face the pain that it createsnno we could never mean anything to menwe could never mean anything to mennI would rather be alone she saidnwith a grin full of lies and confidencenour conversations were a one way streetnbut I listenednnever missing a wordnwith hopes I could help hernthere's a someone for everyone on this earthna girl for every boy and a boy for every girlnyou will know it the moment you look in his eyesnemotions running wildnshe laughed at me in disbeliefnsaid that I was living in a fairy tale dreamnshe was just too young to understandnand her bitter ways were here to staynbut I loved her anywaynnso many timesnthey crossed her linesnand she lost faith in most of mankindnmaybe it's menand I'll never understandnbut if you don't have hopenthen what do you have?nnlast time I saw hernshe was in lovenwith a boy from Ohionout of denialnshe climbed down from cloud number ninento whisper three words:nyou were rightnshe had found someone who never let her downndisposed of all her doubt and understands what she's aboutnas I felt the tears collect in my eyesnif she found hersnmaybe I'll find mine