I fucked someone with words, broke a promisenYou forgave but you won't forgetnI pray the day will come, when you see I was numbnTill you burned me with your cigarettenBut each fight leaves my vocal chords shatterednI sing with my gums spiked with glassnI pray and I beg like a dognHump your leg till you spay my sorry, broke assnnSingingnWhy do you, always have to push you far away from me?nAll I want is to stay with younSo naive, each time you leave, I always still believe in younKnow that I'm holding you downnNow you're out on the townnThe courage you found is spitting in spite of menLeaving me dead on the groundnnCater to me or punch myself until my face is bluenLater you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you donnIf I'm an arrogant prick shitting out heart attacksnThen you're the queen of the dammed, feelingless, devoid of tactnHey I'm the crazy one here! I'm dying of a deep regretnnBut I can't stand these nights I've spend alone, awake, beggingnTearing my face apart like cheap leggingsnI'm sorry my love, I'm gonenYou keep egging this onnnWhat did I just do?nPack my shit up and go, I'm getting wastednPack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face thisnWhat did I just do?