You’ll never understand what I would have given to save you from this life. This life you said you hated. But I held out my hand and you spat in my face. Your habits pushed you over and now you’re in the water. With nothing to hold onto, you scream my fucking name again. And this time I’ll be waiting to hear the words I’m craving. To know you’re gone forever. Don’t call for help. Just let it go. My back is turned. No one will save you. There’s nothing to it. Just open up your lungs and let the water flow. I won’t hold out my hand again. Fade from sight. I won’t hold out my hand again. Fade from sight. And as your lungs explode. My heart gains one more beat. I’ll sleep tonight because you’re gone forever.