To whom this may concernnFrom what I'm about to do, I won't returnnSo torn, out of linenThis is the last resort to clear my mindnI tried, I promisenIf I still had you, I wouldn't have done thisnNeverending story of a fucked up lifenThe final ending, resulting in my suicidennI could waste my time, and trynTake another three years, try to keep in linenBut waking up is 10x hardernWhen all you wanna do is dienSo I, commit suicide (suicide)nGoodbye...nnI can't hide the painnIt's gotten harder to hide the trails on my veinsnMaybe I've lost my mind, gone insanenBut everything will always be the samenI love, you hatenYou fucked up, I forgavenThe worst thing happened to me todaynNothing here, is left to remainnLooked in the mirror, watched my eyes turn blue to greynMight as well just end my painnnI could waste my time, and trynTake another three years, try to keep in linenBut waking up is 10x hardernWhen all you wanna do is dienSo I, commit suicide (suicide)nGoodbye...nnI haven't slept since I wonke up lastnMy future is just a replay of the pastnCan't keep living, can't endurenDon't even knwo what I'm living fornKeep on hiding everything behind closed doorsnEverything still reminds me of hernJust wish I didn't fuckin' care anymorenBetrayed, all the liesnI'm destined to diennI could waste my time, and trynTake another three years, try to keep in linenBut waking up is 10x hardernWhen all you wanna do is dienSo I, commit suicide (suicide)nGoodbye...nnI woke up this morningnIt was cold by my sidenYou left me with nothing but tears in my eyesnSilence in my mindnEmptiness insidenLove is gone, tonightnI die, commit suicidennI could waste my time, and trynTake another three years, try to keep in linenBut waking up is 10x hardernWhen all you wanna do is dienSo I, commit suicide (suicide)nGoodbye...nnThis should be our final goodbyenYou never really carednSo why should you cry?nMaybe you'll feel sorry once I'm deadnAll the times that you've fucked with my headnThe guilt overwelms you as you lie in bednAll you had to do was just say byenI guess you could call this suicidenToo bad I'm too full of it to swallow my pridennI could waste my time, and trynTake another three years, try to keep in linenBut waking up is 10x hardernWhen all you wanna do is dienSo I, commit suicide (suicide)nGoodbye...nnI need help, lost myselfnGave up the fight to stay alivenNo longer got the will to keep living this lienI'm sorry I didn't give you one final callnAnd I'm truly sorry, I had to end it allnThis is my final farewellnBy the time you've read this, I should be in hellnnnI could waste my time, and trynTake another three years, try to keep in linenBut waking up is 10x hardernWhen all you wanna do is dienSo I, commit suicide (suicide)nGoodbye...nnI can't stand to sleep, hate the dreamsnThe demons always seem to make fun of menTalking so quickly, telling me...nWhat to do, and how to livenThey fantasize about my deathnMake me kill myself by holding my breathenSuicidal dreams, dreams of my fallnHow am I gonna end this all?nnI could take a fuckin' ropenPull the noose tightly around my necknTie it up high in the raftersnAnd gasp as I suffocate to deathnnI could turn the gun on myselfnNo help, cold barrel, pressed tightnLie in bed, pull the trigger, no regretsnBrains splattered, soaked in rednnI could take a rusted bladenFix all my problems, solve emnRip it across my veinsnRelease every ounce of painnWho woulda known my blood could end up as paint?nnLast attempt, bottle of pillsnRid every emotion that I feelnI down them all, with gradual sips of alcohol, I fallnConvulsions, internal bleedingnFinally, my wish, no breathingnnI could waste my time, and trynTake another three years, try to keep in linenBut waking up is 10x hardernWhen all you wanna do is dienSo I, commit suicide (suicide)nGoodbye...