Everywhere I look they are there... what is everyone doing?nGoing to a home?nTo a place that makes us feel warm... a place that grants us a smile.nSeems like a very simple idea, but not hardly figured out.n(looking everywhere)nnI just see faces.nFaces staring blank as they go on with the routine.nThis routine.nNothing new... its time to go through with this.nA spaceman. That?s what they say I am. Nothing but a spaceman... always pushing it all away.nTrying to get to that one place I call home.nnThe journey begins... forcing a new life with the unexplained... a creeping rush that surrounds me.nFloating.... floating away.nAlways pushing it all away. Trying to get to that one place I call home.nMy own planet... I allowed this wish... unexpected... not knowing why.nWonder why I question it now? I'm my own planet... not many can experience this sensation.nnLoneliness is creeping out... or in, however you think of it.nBut it sure is surrounding me. Maybe all the complaining is an accurance of boredom. nI suppose it?s too late.nI am floating farther and farther away. I did love, I did laugh, I did live.n(Now I?m my own planet)nnA spaceman. They say I am? a spaceman.nPlanets everywhere... my own destiny? I?m floating towards the sun.nThe sun of nothing. Floating towards the sun, the sun of nothing. I have become the sun of nothing.nNothing is here. Memories are not clear.nFloating to the sun? farther away.nI can't believe that?s what it has come to... I never really had it all that bad.nI just looked around and never thought about the blank stares.n(Blank stairs)nnThey were looking into something much worse than what I thought I was.nSelfishness is a very sticky quality of this species. Looking around...nI don't see any faces... yes I am lonely. It?s to be expected. I?ll sleep now.n(Dream waves)