I live in America and here is how it liesnUnderneath my pillow are plans that got passed bynShe said it'd be all right if I had to walk away nAnd that the greatest view was from the edge, nit had always been that way nnI'm becoming beautiful, nand it's so much harder than I thought nIt only feels like losing now, nI guess I'll understand somedaynnAs she opens up her pain becomes serenenIf I could slip this vanity that's how I'd like to benAs I'm staring at myself, nas I'm staring at the earth nIt seems so unfamiliar the way that things once werennIf I could be alone, If I could be with you nI'd stop appointing blame, even though it's truenEven though I've said it, it feels like losing anywaynnI sometimes have regretted it but I never ran away nnIf you're becoming beautiful, nit's gonna be so much harder than you'll knownAnd if you feel like you're losing now, nI guess we'll understand some dayn