All I can think about is removing these bandages,nnJust so you can watch my woundsnnInfect themselves with hoping that I am worth the copingnnAnd that I have something left to lose.nnSeduce me one more time like I’m not on my knees;nnI said and meant I’m feeling fine with this halo around my neck.nnI liked this so much more before I buried mines around me in the floor.nnAn operation of my indignation; just try to forget everything becausennThis place has lost its meaning.nnI wish I hadn’t lost this because I still feel it when I move;nnThe ghost of what I had gives me what I have coming.nnThis extraction is a myth; peace of mind is something it can’t give.nnWhen it’s all you think about, it’s all a lie.nnStill, I can’t take you for what you are;nnTo me you’re just another fading star in the sky that beckons to be wished upon.nnI just want to take a step towards something;nnTowards anything at all, and leave this bloody message on the ground.nnIt says something about working it out and making amends,nnBut I can’t give this up without a fight.n