My family has a history of cancernAddictive personalitiesnA tendency for excess intakenAnd our hearts are bignnI like to smoke when I'm drunknWhen I'm recording a songnAfter I eat a big mealnOr when I'm behind the wheelnnI really don't smoke a lotnBut I don't want to give it upnI don't want to say I'm donenIf it's just a liennI should start working outnI should start eating rightnI shouldn't eat so muchnAnd I should go out tonightnnBut it's hard for me to go outnThere's too many pictures outsidenI like to smoke cigarettesnTo give my mind a restnnThere's too many movies to makenToo many songs to writenToo many demons to facenTo give it up tonight