playing dead
you're lying on the edge of my mattress
don't breathe out, or in
oh god, don't open up your eyes
when you do, you'll realize that this is not a dream
this is everything
this isn't me
i'm lying through the space between my toes
i still wince when we wake despite us waking in our clothes
and i make my bed up nice, i'm still not sure why
you and i, we decided every time
i am honored to break your heart
i am honored to break your heart
i am honored to break your heart
i am honored to break your heart
and there are books that i have read all week
because you've written notes in them
i want to be weightless, i want to jump twice
i want to dance to the cure all night
i am honored to break your heart