I still feel the symptoms of the love You used to give,nAnd even if the cause is gone the Illness always lives on.nAnd as I drag my feet away from the Fragments left of you,nI'll question myself,nAnd why my heart misses what I no Longer desire.nWhen I burned our paradise down,nYou were the fire.nnHow are you so fucking far from menThat you can't hear my screams,nWhen your voice still echoes in the Emptiness of me.nnAs I slit my throat I'll think of you,nAll my lies will become the truth.nCause love,nI'll always love you even with your Grave being dug.nAnd although you tortured me,nI'd give anything to be your burden Forever.nEvery terrorized outcry will be the Sweetest lullaby.nI want to be in that hollow hole with you.nnHow are you so fucking far from menThat you can't hear my screams,nWhen your voice still echoes in the Emptiness of me.nn