I sit here alone
A ghost has taken your place
I drink and I drink
but I still see your face
Lost in my head
Everything changes beyond these four walls
You are so long gone and high above
but still that word I hate, it calls
I wish I had no heart
No feelings, nowhere to start
These memories that haunt me still
Hurt; in my displeasure you get your fill
I was just a brand new toy
A sick laugh for a sick mind
My mind fucked; whirlwind
Your acceptance I could not find
Erase, clip the wire