I couldn't move
I was more than confused
I was experiencing desperation
I had been cursed, and it only got worse
When I got caught up in that situation
I couldn't breathe
I was never at ease
I was a wrecking ball of aggravation
I had my doubts that I would find my way out
With all the agony and trepidation
The words I never said out loud and the things I never did at all
Are coming back to haunt me now that I'm alive
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I can't ignore
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
Yeah, I was bored on the carpeted floor
Watching the headlights ignite my ceiling
I couldn't sleep, couldn't get up to eat
And I was hungry for a different feeling
The words I never said out loud and the things I never did at all
Are coming back to haunt me now that I'm alive
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I can't ignore
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
I couldn't move
I was more than confused
I was experiencing desperation
I had been cursed, and it only got worse
When I got caught up in that situation
Terrorized
Too busy playing dead to be alive
Terrorized
Too busy playing dead to be alive
Terrorized
Too busy playing dead to be alive
Terrorized
Too busy playing dead to be alive
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I can't ignore
I don't care, I don't care anymore
I give up, I give in, I surrender
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of it all
It's a monster I just can't ignore