Detrimental suicide,stuck in your headnhollowed home of flies,empty cracksnfistfull of 2nd hand items and un-used gift cardsnpawn shop of the soul destroyed to build a schoolnfor retardsndrooling on eternity the germs recoil inside of me...npressurized head explodes into a shower of vaporsnlights on the side make the headache surprise me...nchemical imbalance,i'm in pharmaceutical hellnfacials for a brighter future,what kind of mess havenI gotten myself intonAlot of stress put on our shouldersnresponsibilities assumed at birthnspend the rest of our clueless daysncompensating for our flawsna lifetime of aplogies is a legacynlaid to waste caring too much fornthe opinions of others can stretchnyou out far too thinnforgetting who you are your neglectingnthe prisoner within who's criesnhave gone ignored so long that he'sngiven up on existencenI wasn't born to please you ...