you were pulling me around on your stringnand i left that crimson trail behind menwith my bloodied kneesnnand when you decided to let me goni just wish that i would've knownnbut i didn'tnnot at allnnand when it was all set in stoneni wish you could've let me knowna little soonernbut you didn'tnnso now i'm just laying under the sheetsnwith all the cold surrounding menand i can't sleepnnot even for a momentnnit feels like my head is caving inni don't know where to beginnto get these memories out of my mindnthis isn'tnthe first timennand when you decided to let me goni just wish that i would've knownnbut i didn'tnnot at allnnand when it was all set in stoneni wish you could've let me knowna little soonernbut you didn'tnnso now i'm just laying under the sheetsnwith all the cold surrounding menand i can't sleepnnot even for a momentnnit feels like my head is caving inni don't know where to beginnto get these memories out of my mindni don't want to hit the bottlenthis timennbut I think I will anywaynit's the only thing that's gonnanmake me feel better todaynnbut I think I will anywaynit's the only thing that's gonnanmake me feel better todaynnI'm tired of making friendsnI'm tried of making amendsnI'm tired of getting fucked over by girlsnnI'm tired of making friendsnI'm tried of making amendsnI'm tired of getting fucked over by girlsnnI'm tired of making friendsnI'm tried of making amendsnI'm tired of getting fucked over by girlsnnI'm tired of making friendsnI'm tried of making amendsnI'm just getting tirednof getting fucked over by this world.