[Pastor Troy]nLord I'm sorry, I'm tirednGod I'm tired, God I'm tirednDon't nobody know what it is, don't nobody know it's like nI'm livin today thru tommorrow and I know I ain't gon' make itnn[Verse 1]nLivin today thru tommorrow while yesterday was cursednI put the pistol in my mouth and yell fuck the earthnI worked for food stamps without the book instead of helping me nor blessing me my niggaz below, I thank my niggaznAnd Tommy Hill can't help me figure a damn thangnless than frontin me a pound of weed or some cocainenI had got to the same conclusion that Uncle Sam madendon't touch the dope but know it's movin' nand if it's proven what I'm doin's gonna hurt to the hustlenThat's on the muscle this whole motherfuckin world is trouble nwhen I don't laugh took the color, ntook the color blind while toatin dimes and my nut sack full time,nI'm grindin playa, damn askin momma may InI'm writin fire bet you wanna fuck up nigga start gettin highnI rely on my mother nature, quarter to break hernGotta show her I appreciate her, with all these haters nthat be constantly surrounding me, nowhere to gonso I smoke some weed and drink some mo'nNow they my friends and I been in a bunch of crazy moodsnGod please excuse quick to race because I love to loosenYeah I'm the losernn[Pastor Troy]nGod I can't take this no more, I can't take this no morenI'm sorry, I can't take this no more [gun goes off]nn[Chorus 2X]nLivin today thru tommorrow while yesterday was cursednI put the pistol in my mouth and yell fuck the earthnLivin today thru tommorrow while yesterday was cursednI put the pistol in my mouth, put the pistol in my mouthnn[Verse 2]nNow see the thouhgts of what you showin menA empty picture as I beg the world for everythingnNever could get a piece of this american dreamn(I took a nap) I took a nap when I wake up the same thangnBack in trap, shootin craps without shootin guns man that's my lifenThey say that I'm the son of God, I thinkin twicenthe price of the leather see and I don't speaknas I preach keep the pistol in my reach ncuz niggaz crazy, look at how this doja made me man I don't sweatnPlayin russian roulette with the tech place yo betnLove let the devil kill me (I'll be okay) ncuz I'm gone have to die any fuckin way why not todaynn[Chorus]nn