Underneath flourescent lights like a sun-baked sky, they flicker off lenses ofnCameras watching, I just need an escape from the hand of safetynThis gun in my hands and the light in my eyes, if we can't trust ourselvesnWho's to blame? Oh God, I can feel the blood rushing out.nnYou made my heart this coldnIn the panoramic skyline.nYou see my legs and mark my armsnBut never meet my eyes.nnWe can live forever in the back of photographsnGraphs of future heart attacks.nDid you hear we're growing old?nCan you even look at your face any more?nnWe're cutting losses and turning back.nI used to be so brilliant butnThe brains I need to get outnI've smashed against the walls.nnTo break in the heat and the white light, what do you expectnWhat do you see, five months in this nighttime, I scour this roomnThe priest and his book the judge and his robes, divested of liesnI wait for the dawn.. I'll burn in the dawnnnI can my heart this coldnIt'll shatter all you wantednI've seen things you'll never dream ofnHeaven and on earthnnLive forever in the background of photographsnGraphs of future heart attackersnDid you hear that we've grown old?nYour future scene, bought and sold.nnWe're cutting losses and turning back.nNightmares laced with railroad tracks.nMy mind is broken from the taxnOf staring through these walls.nnA final exhale, my eyes have been locked to the sunnAfter a lifetime of watchingnI thought the gallows would be so highnThey were placed on the groundnnThe crowd's gaping wide nPlease bask in my guilt, let me share in your hatenOf these life fucking sinsnOf these God damning lies, just ink on the pagennI, in a parting shotnHere's something to mark downnAs this final floor dropsnPlease tell Marie I never loved hernnLive forever in the background of photographsnGraphs of future heart attackersnDid you hear that we've grown old?nYour future scene, bought and sold.nnWe're cutting losses and turning back.nNightmares laced with railroad tracks.nMy mind is broken from the taxnOf staring through these walls.