I fear it's growing colder like the rain on my face, the way you left me that night. I feel I'm getting closer but you're keeping the space, I promise I won't bite.nnAnd when I find my way back in I know it won't feel like it didnnWhy am I afraid of what you might do when I know that I could never love you, Why doesn't it feel like we're just friends (I always hate you in the end) When I am what you want to be, I'll know that you never wanted me and I don't care in my heart.nnSay something I'll hear it, tell me that you want me, just keep me company. There's nothing but where it was you're keeping me waiting, it's burning me up inside.nnAnd when I find my way back in I know it won't feel like it didnnWhy am I afraid of what you might do when I know that I could never love you, Why doesn't it feel like we're just friends (I always hate you in the end) When I am what you want to be, I'll know that you never wanted me and I don't care in my heart.nnI let you down you lied to me I'm not around you look right through me if I'm not enough why did we try? I never loved it's just wasting time. Trying to hide but when will you see? It's not what I want it's you that wanted me. Thanks for the poison thanks for the times I don't want it I've moved on with my life.nnWrite me out. Never tell me I'll sleep on my knives and we'll all forget.