I am awarenThat we are nothingnCarved into the hands of the hopeful nAll for what?nHow could you do this?nIf only you could see me nownIf only you could hear me nownI tried to tell you everythingnHow I wanted to splill blood across the floornI know you know what it's like to give up on everythingnI know you know whats it's like to wish this all had never happenednWhat did you expect, taking more than can be given?nThis is all your faultnNothing has changednYou're stil the samenI should be leavingnYou've turned a sweet girl into a desperate, heartless monster.nHeartless.nMonster.nIt's all I ever wantednThat's not enough nYou said it bestnYou saidnTrust me when I say that this will hurtnThis is another sick jokenAnother bad jokenThink before you speaknAs of now you don't mean a fucking thing to menBury your face in your handsnYour broken heart is just as bullshit as the rest of them.nnOne day I knownThat I will benBetter off deadnnSome things are better left unsaidnTake it back,nEvery word.